is

 

this is me:

waiting for might be

living in was

avoiding is.

 

i hate is.

confront, admit, realise

is, is just me

no one else.

 

now what?

comfort, warm, be

give strength to

me from me.

 

i hate is.

absence is

a fond heart isn’t

is: alone is me.

 

this is all i want to do:

drink tea

listen to music

swim in melancholy.

 

reality.

curl up under blanket

let the wind blow outside

the wind, is.