downer

go to bed,

full of plans

for the next day.

 

wake up,

shy away

from doing anything.

 

how can

a mood change

so drastically?

 

where is

motivation

when I need it?

 

i hate

self-loathing:

a double negative?

 

i feel

new stirrings

of unhappiness.

 

i twitch

inside skin,

for what isn’t.